Surrender

          I do not want your love, I do not want your sex, I do not want your flattery. I do not need you, your gifts, or your good will. If all of these things are building up to trying to make me fall in love, I would rather you not waste your time. I only wish for you to like me. Being in 'like' is alot less tense than love. Love is over rated, taken for granted, and a clever ploy many men use to get a woman into bed.
          I like to think of myself as a fairly intellegent human being most days, but some girls are just flat out dense. I cannot go out on a weekend without hearing some lonely guy try to hit on me. Though it may not work on me, it will work for the big busted blonde two seats down from me and they will leave together within 20 minutes.
          I cannot be won with compliments and clingyness, and I do not like words. I love conversation, but by 'words' I mean the ridiculous moosh passed down from ear to ear like a bad cold. When I become emotionally attatched to a person it becomes easier for me to soften up, but I never let my guard down. When I recognize sincerity in words I do take them to heart, I am not heartless by any means. I am not easy to surrender, but I am not incapable of it. The right words from the right person could melt my heart as fast as wax. I just dont know what I want to hear, or who from the words would be coming.
          A few things are always undetermined because you never know where you might be tomorrow night. You never know who will be thinking about you or who will be silently missing you. You can never guess who you will love or how it will come about. And you might never know why you keep coming back.

          Time moves slowly so savor every minute, take in every breath and always make the most of it. Surrender to your heart to only what feels right. Don't ever do anything out of pity or spite. Give into the moment and all fear will subside.